Don't find love

xpernah pon bcakap dgn die masa kt sekolah. after many years, ntah macam mana the friendship begins.

i clearly remember how we started. two years ago. i had that feeling that he was trying. but then ade something not right.. feeling in me. i don't let it happen. owh potong btol kan? kisah baru bermula xlama pon sudah berakhir. 

nothing much happen since the fb message. kalu retis leh gak wat alasan fb kne godam. hehe. jadi la senyap mcm tu di antara kami. hahahaa. honestly, i hardly keeping people in touch.. he is still him. always intend to do a good deed. kejam jgk la aku sll reply msg ala kadar. xreply mesej raya. dhla org tu anta mesej e-card lg. hehe. bile mula bermesej blk lps raya (owh aku yg mula sbb br nk reply mesej ari raya die bg), tiba2 mcm kenal lama plak.. tapi bile dh makin rapat... and again luka lama mcm teringat blk.. abes cmne.. lirik lagu aku suka kata camni:

How to be brave, how can i love when im afraid to fall -ecececeh

coincidentally mntak Allah perkenankan Doa and so bukak la Allah hatiku yg degil ni. thank you Allah kau buka kan pintu hati kami.

i have never met any guys like u. I beileve ur a blessing from above, one that i dont take for granted. inshaAllah.. thank you, for loving me sayang :-))

benar org kata, don't find love, u should create a road for love to travel and wait for it to come.

look at me. happy kan? hehee