not a good post to read

why i really care about what people say about me?

why i always expect that special people in my life will also think that i am special in their life?

why i always compare one with another?

why i am too emotional and fragile?

why i cannot forget and forgive?

why i always think that i cannot do like other ppl did?

why i am being like 5 years old kids, will cry if they didnt get something?

somebody said that i am always wanted ppl to understand me, but i never want to understand them. is it true?

somebody told me that sometimes i have to be selfish for my good sake. is it true?

somebody told me that i expected too much all the time. is it true?

somebody said that i should choose environment, just live with it and don't bother about the other. should i?

somebody told me that i am easy to make decision but then easy to regret it when problems come. is it true?

somebody said that sometimes i did stupid things to show my protest. hmm yes i did.

see ppl..
those were just ten percent of questions which i thought in my mind... why am i thinking too much? i also don't know.

i need a Psychiatrist!!

When's It Coming?

i woke up this early morning...

i feel like there is an emptiness in me...

i hate going through hard phases...

i hate to be alone...

i hate to the fact that i am not strong...

oh period.. when r u coming?? :S

sunnies

saya dah buat access card yg mahal..

saya dh daftar SUAMS..

saya blom lunch..

my favourite sunnies is broken because i put her under my sexy butt. so after class, i went to broadway, tried to find exactly the same sunnies which i bought in Sportsgirl last year but takde. so then i bought a similar one, cuma petak sikit. yeayy bestnye menghabis duit kan?

sooo many fashionable tops and tights displayed in the shops. cantik2 belaka. geram je tgk. apsal la tops kt msia tk cntik cm kat sini.. huh~

senarnya takde idea nak tulis. esok ingat nk g BBQ SUAMS tp kene inspect rumah. damn!

okla nak lunch.. papai

first week

a painful week! thats what i can say..

class banyak~merempat umah org~tido tk cukup~

i bet chemeng stds were all scared mared to face this sem.. Thesis and Design subjects were more than enough to make us menangis tak berlagu.. aduss.. cuak nye.. the other 2 electives pn cm susah nak score i think.. this year most of the subjects required computer skills yg mmg aku tk terer; Excell, Matlab, HYSIS u name it. pressure frm lecturers lg, keep telling us to be prepared coz this is the most busiest yearla.. jangan plagiarise org la, make ur lec ur friend la. yela thats what they should be doing but bluegh~~

anyway good to see everybody back to uni! looks like everybody was semangat.. at least make me semangat oso lah.. me berazam la for 3 minutes, told myself that no playtime this semester, erm senang cerita i kene jd benut.. so lepas ni i pun nak beli funky spec cam syu ngan edo.. hahaha *benut benut*

no luck till today, i still haven't get a place to stay. i heard somebody got a place already.. oo u not telling me aa.. takot persaingan ke? huh.. tkpe2 :P anyway congrats la to somebody tu la. jgn lupa buat houseglobalwarming ye :)

for the rest (with me oso) good luck in our house intermission! dont worry we are sama2 hommies.. tp yg version mandi la.. hehe.. chaiyokk..

i have an appointment with doc this Monday! terbang terbang abesla terbang duitku. uhuuu~

i smell food! lapaaaanyaaaa. okla nak g dapur.

BYEBYE

back to skooolaahh

heylo everybody!

its been a loooooonng time since my last update. I hate blogging coz i don't know how to express my feeling into words and sentences. iye betull.

Well, uni started yesterday. My 1st class je, me dah ponteng 2 hours. hahaha. Omigod, i am in final yr!!! Honestly, this my 1st time rasa bersemangat gile nak pegi class pagi2 coz somebody always buzz my ear early morning and wake me up.. "come on Lia, wake up! 1 only year to go.. you can make it yeah!!" comel la mamat sorang ni :D

Ive been busy looking for a place to stay. House agent kt sini songel byk btol. At the moment, I was begging Yani to allow me merempat kat bilik die yg 3/4 full with belongings. Sian giler kan.

There was this one time, me and Hanis really feel like we are mcm pelarian Mongolia. Masa tu in the morning then we are soo lapa and dyingly finding something to eat kat dlm bag. Then Hanis jumpe a small packet of apple pie uncle tobbys dlm bag die. Then she said " This is what I have, takpela kite share eh Norli?" Then what happened after that, we looked into each other and both of us shouting " Waa sedihnyaa kita ni.. nak makan tido pn susah, cam org miskin pelarian!" HAHAAA kesian kitorg kan?

I think this is a small lesson from LIFE. Life made us strong, brave and independent. Even though in some cases, it makes us feel like very hard till we cannot even breathing but in turn life will bring some valuable values into you. So Norli, stop sighing and complaining la ye :P

Good luck people! Happy Skooling!